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Name: xHeNg..ü
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Birthday: 1/29/1992
Gender: Female


Interests: music.. blogging.. internet games..
Expertise: hiding my feelings..
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Member Since: 4/28/2005

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Friday, June 03, 2005

what a happy day..

ang hirap pala magpretend.. haha
behind these laughter.. are DREADED tears..
tears formed by a failing heart..
and my song for the day is GOODBYE TO YOU by Michelle Branch

T_T im not feeling good today..
i dont know what im saying..

[lyrics of goodbye to you goes here..]


"the only thing that i will miss when i die is you..." ~ mayonnaise..

i never knew how old i really am.. they say im 13 now.. 14 when my birthday comes.. but i was never sure..

gawd this morning rocks.. well.. di na pala.. ugh..


Monday, May 30, 2005

Currently Playing
Songs About Jane
By Maroon 5
Must Get Out
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Currently Playing : Under Crisis by Urbandub



"i should hate you

for the sleepless nights u gave me..

but how can i..

when ur the only reason why i smile."



woot... dramanezz.. sagwa.. hehe..



nywei.. more than a week na kong hindi nakaka2log ng mabuti.. either
sasakit muna ulo ko or bsta! di tlga makatulog! and i should blame
someone.. haha.. pero i should thank him too.. coz he's the one who
makes me smile.. makes me think that my world is still turning.. makes
me feel that the end of the world is yet so far.. THANK YOU!!



anyway.. malapit na ang first day of classes.. naiinis ako.. feeling ko
mga classm8s ko nag bago nang lahat.. ako nlng stuck sa "same old me"..
im kinda feeling excited.... na hindi.. *labo*



sna ok naman ang start ng classes.. sna masaya.. sna classm8s ko mga
friends ko.. sana.. sana.. sana.. heheh.. pero sbe nga nila.. the only
permanent thing in this world is change.. yehbah! change! ok lang..
magbago na sana ang lahat.. pero 1 thing lng ang gs2 kong itira sken
pag nagbago na ang lahat..w/c is communication ko sa mga friends ko
ngaung summer.. mrami rami rin ako naging friends.. ONLINE or sa TEXT..
aminado naman ako im not a social bear.. uu madaldal ako.. mahilig mag
kwento.. pero d ako mahilig maghanap ng bagong kaibigan.. i cherish the
old ones that i have.. haha hayuff.. anyway.. wish me luck!


Lyrics of : Must Get Out by Maroon 5..
I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

[Chorus:]
I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This is not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

When I was
Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

[Chorus]

There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through

[Chorus x2]

I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out


Thursday, May 26, 2005

Currently Playing
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
By My Chemical Romance
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bored ulet.. walang magawa.. eto.. SENTI MODE parin.. kainis! buong
summer ko senti mode ako haha.. hindi bagay! but anyweiii.. gnon tlga..




Currently Playing : Fallen on Deaf Ears by Urbandub



"would you wait?!" haha.. shit.. dramalicious!



anyway.. la rin naman ako makwento.. buset..



ala kasing nangyare.. buong araw lang akong soundtrip.. tunganga..
tamadz mode.. and masakit ulo ko kse feeling ko nasobrahan ako ng
tulog!!! pero ok lng.. im happy! *gulat kau nde ako nag raragnarok
noh.. wala lng.. kinda tamad tlga..*



hay.. excited na ko pumasok sa school.. kasi parang marami ako magagawa
pag may pasok na. kaso di na ko makakapagragnarok.. haha.. and.. i
might lose someone.. *awww..* kung cnu man bumabasa nito.. keep in
touch! ayokong mawalan ng kaibigan.. (at special someone hihihi ) pls?

post na lng ako ng lyrics.. wala akong makwentooooooo!!



shoutouts: hi sa nagbabasa! *kala mo ah*



MISS YOU - MYMP

Miss you...

Everyday and every night

this feeling I fight, try as I
might

but I won't win, I surrender,
I'd die

You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun
would shine on me

I'd flash a smile but deep
inside

I feel so sad and lonely

I need you here and now

I miss you

It's crazy to pretend that I
don't think of you

The more this feeling 
just seems to grow and grow

I miss you (I miss you)

Oh how much longer can I hold
on to

Maybe you can come and tell me

that you miss me too

Miss you

All I want is for this love to
last forever

You walked away, never came
back, oh I tried to recover

I can't bear it boy, alright

When I hear a song that we had
used to share

ll try as might to hide the
tears,

and when the pain is over

I'll wish that you are near

Miss you...


Wednesday, May 11, 2005

wooshhh... good am ya'll.. ala nanaman RO.. hehehe.. and medyo senti mode ako ngaun.. nakakahiligan ko na kse ang typecast! grabe ang gnda ksi ng lyrics tpos bsta!! prang movie.. maraming thrill.. ehehe.. i love the song Breathe Thru The Glass tsaka Scars of a Failing Heart by typecast ehehe.. anyhooo.. e2 medio soundtrip mode ako.. Currently Playing : A Different Kind by Kjwan.... medio bored ksi ako.. but anyways... ayoko na magkwento ng seryoso d2.. may nagbabasa ahahaha nywei update ko nlng isa kong site..

..wanna cheq it awt? click ME!!


Lyrics of Scars Of A Failing Heart by Typecast

Broken hopes falling away
Don't you have something to say?
Does it make you sleep?
Emptiness of words that you've said
Scars in my heart that you left
Now i'm close to dying

Everything's failing with thoughts of you
Now i'm down without knowing what's true
With the way you look at someone else
Everyone's saying just try to be strong
How i wish that im just being wrong
Would you try to hear me out?
The mood of distraction's prevailing tonight
Have you seen what's the best and what's right?
Now you're gone and you're on your own
The ghost of my presence is saying goodbye
And i'll die without making things right
And you're gone and im on my own

Broken glass cut me to sleep
Wounds are disected so deep
I don't want to wake up
I need this blood to warm my hands
And you don't have to understand
You just got me all wrong..




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